I am feeling mega crappy at the moment. My Grandma died last weekend. I found out on Sunday, and the funeral was yesterday. I didn’t go - it was 150miles away, and since I haven’t spoken to her in about twenty years, it probably wouldn’t have been appropriate.
My Gran and my Mum fell out years ago, when I was a toddler. As a result, Grandma blocked us out of her life, and refused to talk to us. My feelings on her death? In all honestly, I really do not know. I can’t exactly grieve as I didn’t know her, I just feel a bit bleugh about it all.
Work was a bit weird today too, lots of drama going off. I like my new room though, the children are cute although a little wild sometimes.
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